Thanks for sharing Tara. Your writing is as clear and strong as your commitment to triumph over your trauma best you can. I just started reading “The Body Keeps Score,” in which the author writes, “Knowing what we feel is the first step to knowing why we feel that way. If we are aware of the constant changes in our inner and outer environment, we can mobilize to manage them.” Your writing shines a light on those shadowy environments for all of us. Thank you!